Nov 19, 2009

Time Together

People say, you won't appreciate the things you have until you lose it.

Sometimes I felt as if I'm taking the beau forgranted as well. (Sorry dear, if you're reading this.) But let me explain. It's just that sometimes, I guess I get to dependant on the beau and I think he'll get the things done for me and save me some work. I know it's bad. I know it's really really bad. But I do not ever mean to have him do all my stuff. Just that, I guess I do love him when he helps me out.

And I really do mean I'm so totally head over heels with him when he helps me out.

So there was once when the beau was asking me about my idea of him switching to a job which requires him to travel away from the city.

2 months ago, I went all sulky and unhappy because I won't be seeing him almost everyday like well, since before we embarked officially on a relationship. You know, it'll be kinda difficult to adapt right?

But now, I guess I can't really expect him to be there for me all the time when I myself am not sure what my schedule will be like next year, considering I'm already in the ladder climbing up to a higher post in my company *woot!* which means, I myself might have to work overtime once a while.

So it's definitely not fair to him.

Therefore, nowadays, I showed my support saying it'll be great. Perhaps I might get the chance to tag along when he flies elsewhere for work too. But deep down, I'm not sure if he knows or not (which he'll probably know after this), I know I'll feel terribly sad when he's away for work.

I think I might need time to get use to him being away once a while. But I definitely know I'll have a hard time adjusting.

Because I love him more and more everyday...

6 comments:

Bravebear said...

Totally understand what you are saying... So nice that you have the beau doing stuff for ya. So, appreciate him more! smiles =)

the happy go lucky one said...

well his being away will definitely make u cherish him more, chinese has this saying, the excitement/happiness u get from short separation is greater than what u got when u r newly wed

Evann said...

Long distances will make a true relationship grow stronger. I know this from my family. The more you miss him, the more you'll love him- And that's what keeps it going.

savante said...

Depending on him is fine. Bet he doesn't mind doing things for you after all. But I guess now that you realize it, maybe it's time to show more appreciation? :)

housewife9988 said...

Distance makes the heart grows fonder...

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